The science, commerce and performances around Father leaving me

Part I: It is a matter of the heart The BP monitor reads 80/60. I know it is low. ‘His Sugar is high.’ The Emergency doctor tells me. ‘How high?’ ‘It is Hi… Glucometer can’t measure it… beyond 600 it must be… Does he take medicines for Sugar?’ ‘Yes. He has been… regularly for many…

The lost songs of life

Twenty-two years had gone by making a life in a big, unknown city with a stranger. Being a mother, a homemaker, building a new home every two years. The jackfruit and guava trees; girly conversations full of laughter by the pukur; Mrs. Sanyal’s piercing look through her glasses; Manav Kaka’s sesame laddoos and ghoogni; Rajesh Khanna wooing Sharmila Tagore, all had faded into the grind and loneliness of the city life.

Facing emptiness by the river and the sea

The year was marked by deep emotional and physical emptiness, amidst reflections on life, family, and the futility of existence. Longing for liberation was countered by obligations and unresolved desires.